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  • Mood: Distracted
  • Reading: I'M NOT READING BUT I SHOULD BE
  • Watching: GODDAMMIT SHERLOCK AGAIN??
  • Drinking: water
JULY???????





NO.

NO HIGH SCHOOL PLZ.
0/10 WOULD NOT RECOMMEND.

ALSO: COMIC CON.

I'M NOT THERE WHY




sidenote: summer reading sucks.

i've read like five pages of one book.

i have to read 2 books.



no.
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Reading: The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes
  • Watching: docta whoo season 7
  • Drinking: water
I AM WRITING STUFF WOOOOOAOAAAAAAAAAAAH

yeah. i'm in a bit of an art block.

i suck.

but no i really am writing. not this journal, but a story.

who wants to place bets on when i'll give up?

i kinda just started, and the idea is kinda lame, but i'll give you one hint to what my writing is about.

sirens.
that's all friends!
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Reading: The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes
  • Watching: docta whoo season 7
  • Drinking: water
WOW. I am seriously at a loss for words. It was amazing. It was beauty, it was grace, it was Ms. United States. Marvel did a wonderful job with this movie, I'm in love. I need to see it 34566345743 more times, just to be safe. I want to be recall to see every detail about this movie. Seriously, go see this movie if you haven't already. It was beautifully written and directed, has stellar acting, and realistic cgi. The hardest thing about this movie is that I'm probably never going to shut up about it. The one thing I wanted to see was a cameo from Loki. I mean, Captain America was kinda in Thor: The Dark World. It would have been hard to put him in there, considering what happened at the end of The Dark World. I would have just loved seeing him in there. One can dream.

Goodnight friends as I should probably work on super late homework but Marvel's agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. is so tempting. 


Oh and one more thing. 

  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: bubblegum bad word song
  • Reading: The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes
  • Watching: docta whoo season 7
  • Drinking: water
Looking back at previous writings that you have done. It's just so damn fun to cringe at every other sentence. It makes you seriously question your life choices from when you wrote that piece of garbage. I always like to think that one day I could be a writer, but then I look back at my past writing and go "noooooooooooooooooooooo." In related news I will be forced to take a writing test quite soon. I am really hoping for a prompt that is to my advantage. Writing is already hard enough, I really don't want to have more challenges thrown my way. It wouldn't be a simple throw. Oh no, it would be a god damn baseball thrown right at my face, only to hear, "Think fast!" 2 seconds before it hits me. School! A place where you can be yourself!*

In other news I am doing considerably better since my panic attack last week. I still have to talk myself through a meditation/calming exercise everyday. It's still so damn scary, going back to the place where you had an involuntary freak out, that actually screws you up for quite a while. I would really like to tell my friend, but I'm pretty sure she wouldn't care one bit. Even if she did she probably wouldn't know what I experienced. I mean seriously, these are the symptoms of a panic attack:
  • "Racing" heart
  • Feeling weak, faint, or dizzy
  • Tingling or numbness in the hands and fingers
  • Sense of terror, or impending doom or death
  • Feeling sweaty or having chills
  • Chest pains
  • Breathing difficulties
  • Feeling a loss of control
As you can see, I underlined one of the bullet points. This is the symptom that has been hanging on with me for the longest time. And it's not like she could just log on to this website, see my journal, and be informed. No, it's not that easy for me. I mean, literally everyone else knows but her. But I'm not going to just shove it in her face, that's not who I am. I can get so easily separated from people I know so well. I didn't talk to her for almost 2 days. And this is the exact same person that I want to just go up to and say, "Yo I had a panic attack last week." But it can never be that easy. Why can't it be that easy?

Oh look topic change. Indents mean something along the lines of that, so lets just roll with it. I've gotten another friend into BBC Sherlock. First thing you need to know about me is that Sherlock is my life. I breathe and bleed Sherlock, and seeing someone get just obsessed with the show fills me with joy. That is all for this topic. It was a short one.

MOVIES AW YEAH! In case you are unaware, I am now on the topic of movies. The Muppet's: Most Wanted. *clap clap* With Tom Hiddleston. *CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP* Captain America: The Winter Soldier. *clap clap* Seeing it before seeing all the spoilers on tumblr. *CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP*

Actually I think that is all in this brief journal. Long story short, don't read your old writing kids. Especially before a writing test, as it will make you question everything about your writing. Now goodnight.

*Conditions apply 
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: clickity clack of the keys
  • Reading: Just finished TFiOS.
  • Watching: docta whoo season 7
  • Eating: i hope dinner i am hungry
  • Drinking: water
it seems that i am actually uploading more frequently now. (pause for clapping)

that's pretty great, since i actually have been doing art during my time away from deviantart and i will hopefully be taking an art class next year. but i will be going into high school. so there's that. *sigh* luckily there's this thing called summer and maybe, just maybe i will get a tablet. the only obstacle is money. i currently have no money, cause i just spent it all last weekend. (to be fair i totally needed series 3 of sherlock and a tardis.) i would get a summer job but

1) that scares me
2) ew working
3) i'm just 14 why should i have to work at such young age

oh well i would have to save up for the whole summer probably. i can always dream though.

btw i would like to thank :iconkeoen: and :iconsniknoc: for making me post more cause i am super lazy it's not even funny.

i'm serious i have 4 essays that were due on thursday that i have yet to complete.

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TheGalleryOfEve Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Laurel!!! :iconflyingheartsplz::iconlainloveplz::iconflyingheartsplz:
:iconflyingheartsplz:Happy Birthday my friend! by TheGalleryOfEve:iconflyingheartsplz:
I hope you have a GREAT day!!! :iconcheerplz:
:party: :cake: :iconyaayplz: :iconbaloonplz: :tighthug:
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checkthisout229 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ahh! Thank you so much!!!
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TheGalleryOfEve Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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KenLit Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014
Thank you very much for the Llama :)
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vaunu Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
    thank you so much for the watch! (*´・v・)

    (muwhahah i see hiddleston has invaded your page ; u ; )
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Keoen Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
Good evening. :iconheplz:
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checkthisout229 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh yes hello there good evening to you as well
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Keoen Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014
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checkthisout229 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
(ah yes responding. i excel at it. ah ha i can always respond. with witty comebacks too. i am the sass master. you can do this.) whY HELLO thEre! hOw arE yOU? (you nailed it laurel. no one will ever think that your response is terrible.)
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TheGalleryOfEve Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!!! :party::cake::happybounce: … I hope you’re having a beautiful day!!! :iconflyingheartsplz::iconlainloveplz::iconflyingheartsplz:
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